As I was sitting at work a few nights ago at 3 a.m. looking through the hundreds of pictures I haven't blogged about, I realized that my life the last few months has been in a funk. In a recluse, depressed, yet busy kind of way. I don't know what it it and honestly, I'm not quite sure how to fix it. I don't want to answer the phone, go out or get together (although the times that I've had, I've had a great time).
So I guess the purpose of this post is to apologize. To my friends that I've ignored, backed out on, not called or called back. To my family for being grumpy, tired, and irritable. To my ward and the callings that I haven't fulfilled. To my neighborhood for the flowers that I haven't watered (or cared about). For all of the things that I have said that I would do and haven't. For putting my priorities in the wrong place sometimes and for not being more appreciative for all that I have and for the people in my life.
My blog has been ignored... Sigh... And I really want to keep it up more so to have a journal of our life than anything. Going to try to update it today (through this dang headache) and make some decisions to improve my life. Any suggestions anyone????
3 comments:
Sorry Shelly. Its no fun feeling out of it. Maybe when the kids get back to school you'll feel "IT" come back. Call me if ya ever need a lunch/movie date!
I get in those too. It is hard. I think you are amazing. You are always so sweet and kind...just remember that!
Im sorry, i know exactly how you feel, i think its working nights, it messes with your head, and natural rhythems and all that...dont know if i spelled that right. anyways, your gorgeous, smart, talented, extremely creative, and have raised a beautiful family, i would say that you are pretty much doing a really great job!
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